Another one of that kind of entries

Hmm...Here I am again about to post some nonsensical things I've done these past days.

I've got nothing else to do at home except to clean my room, guard our dear sari-sari store, help out with chores, accompany my sister to the mall, watch t.v., the usual things. And when I am out, I'm with my friends and batchmates roaming the mall, mall, MALL and MALL (except yesterday 'coz we were at Cams' house).

So, thank God and I will do something productive (productive in the sense that we will earn something from this) on Wednesday because Rona, Kath and me are going to our "parttime" job at a media organization.

I have also been attending the Misa de Gallo (alone for this year). For the past years, I have been with friends when I go to the mass, but because of some circumstances my friend can't accompany me. It's okay anyway. Another thing, I hope I don't miss out on the Thursday mass because Rona and I are planning to spend the night at the office. Hmm...I hope there's a church somewhere near the office.

WHY I GO TO MISA DE GALLO? All year round I don't get the chance to go to church regularly (Sunday masses) because of my hectic schedule at school. I know it is not an excuse, but I really have a bad case of time management on Sundays. Also, this is my time to thank God for all the blessings I have recieved this year. He has been so kind and good to me (as always), so babawi naman ako.

XMAS celeb @ peyups

I never imagined that I would like this year's Christmas celebration (because the traditional lantern performance and parade was not employed). Hmm...MINUS the fact that I posed as a fairy with butterfly wings during the parade with Shayne and CORE peepz (although it was a nice and new experience), the day turned out okay.

I was able to watch the oblation run at Quezon hall ( wala talaga akong balak na sanang manood kaya lang ay nakasalubong ko ang UJPeepz na sina Emman, Camille, Jerry plus Mertle, kaya sumama na din ako). It was okay. I thought it was just like the last two I have seen( I had been a constant "viewer" since first year), but that was before I saw two ladies walking behind the audience naked. They were carrying placards stating the call for gender equality.

Then, we came back to CMC. Supposedly, I still have a class but it was canceled. SO, I went to our tambayan and played cards with my orgamates (pusoy dos, tong-its, pass 1-2-3 and solitaire). After some time, about 3pm, I decided to go to our college's booth. Our booth was the one with the SUN hanging on a branch with fish and fairy wings on the booth's wall.

Anyway, I also went around, ate a burger, bought a belt for my sister, wore the butterfly wings at the booth, got a henna tatto on my left hand, and watched the fireworks display. The fireworks display was sooooooooo damn beautiful

**Well, according to some CMC peepz, our belen ranked third. I haven't confirmed it yet, but I hope it is true. :D ang saya naman kung totoo ito dahil pinahirapan namin tapusin 'yon.
***the dinner I was planning for my batch was not able to push through because they have other commitments already. Maybe next time, it could be done with all of us there.

Migraine

For some strange reasons, I experienced a migraine at school yesterday. I don't know why my head ached during our cell. It disappeared for a while. But after a long walk around the acad oval with Rachel, my orgmate, blockmate and confidante, it hurt again. I returned to our tambayan as my head kept on throbbing. My orgmates saw me that I was in pain and asked me to go home. But I told them I was gonna be okay and I have a meeting with the student council so I can't go home. Luckily, I had a ibufropen with me so I was to lessen the pain.

With this, I really saw myslef lucky with the organization I joined. They are so sweet and supportive of me. I saw concern in their eyes, a sincere concern for me. They reminded me that I should not forget to take care of myself, just to fulfill my responsibilities. I really love my organization and I'm surely gonna miss the gradauting members :(.

A Tiring Day

Hay... December 10 was a very tiring day.

I slept at 2 a.m. after doing our powerpoint presentation (and listening to some songs from my WMP playlist). I woke up at around 5:30a.m. because he texted me ( Well, he said he'd wake me up and he did). But then, I was too sleepy to get up. I fell a sleep for an hour more and prepared for school. I ate siopao for breakfast, and another siopao (and a can of Nescafe Iced Coffee Mocha flavor) for lunch.

It was also Weng's birthday. Weng is my orgmate. She was the "honorary app" of my batch, because she was always there during our application process. But, she applied for UJP and became a legitimate Bigkis member. Anyway, we went to Jobi Philcoa with Jam, Rona and Adan. We dined out and I had a choco sundae (THANKS!).

After that, we were supposed to have a workshop for J111. But, gladly our professor dismissed us early and I was able to help out (early) my fellow council members--Rona, Roland, Maikel and Adi--with the belen-making. We finished at aroung 7:30p.m.

I was able to get home at 9:35p.m. with my family's dinner (Jobi take-outs). I chatted with Him for a while and then went to my chore of guarding our small sari-sari store. I closed the store at 12:45a.m., Dec.11.

And now, I am updating my blog because I can't sleep. I think my bodyclock is still not working well, so I am awake so late. Hay...sad.

***I hope our belen would turn out okay. I am disappointed though of some people, but it would pass. :)

Shopping Spree

Hehehe... I have been going around the mall for almost a week now--almost everyday*. It started when we went out to buy gifts for our monitas for our org's christmas party. Then, the next day I went out and bought a pair of sandals. Then dot dot dot, my shopping spree went on.

Today, my sister asked me to accompany her to the mall. She would buy a pair of sandals to wear during their xmas party at her school. Anyway, I'll go and see if I could also buy a pair of sandals and a tee for my "planned" outfit for our family reunion.

Lost OCness

ON MY LAZY ATTITUDE THESE PAST FEW DAYS.
Hayy... I really have to find my dear OCness. I have been cramming for the past few days. I can't help it, laziness does come along with cold weather (blamming an abstract object for my laziness. How pathetic of me!).

Another hayyy... I am supposed to be doing a presentation for our J122 report on Saturday, but my mind is not working properly. SO, I'll just do it tomorrow. Also, the outlines for each part of our report are still not with me. My groupmates haven't sent it yet, so I'm still waiting (in vain) for the outlines.

Also, I'm really sorry to my dearly beloved co-council. I still have not been able to send the marketing letter to MYX. Hayy.. I did not have the chance last Wednesday (with Rona) because an interview was conducted with Sir Arao as the interviewee, so we were not able to barge in the department and ask a favor from Ate Racquel.

ON MY DULY RESPECTED LOVE LIFE.
It is really hard to be in a "relationship" that is unstable. I mean there is no commitment or anything to hold on to except the "L" thing. Eventhough, you know that you love him, it does not assure you that he really does love you. But, I guess all you have to do is have faith and believe in his words. (Gosh! I hope no one would make a big deal out of this entry. Isyu-isyu sa loob ng CMC at org! hehehehe!).

I just heard that a friend of mine broke up with her boyfriend. Sad, isn't it? Kung kailan Pasko ay doon pa maraming naghihiwalayan at nagkakatampuhan. (*__*) *big sigh* Guess, there is no holiday for these things.

SEE Y'ALL soon in another nonsense entry I'm gonna post in my nonsense blog. (hehehehe! Puro walang kapararakan ang sinasabi ko.) God Bless!

Puyat

( Here's a picture of my org during last sem's pictorials.

I was not able to get hold of the new pic

(which I am not in), so I'll just post it when I have it.)

Oh mi! I only have two hours of sleep and eaten only a few pieces of meat earlier. And I could not sleep anymore. I hav a class this morning and I'm afraid that I'll oversleep. So here I am updating my blog, and leaving tags all over UJPeepz' blogs. Anyway, I have been doing this "sleeping for a few hours" thing since last sem, so I think I'll be ok. Crap! I hate cramming. Cramming means no proper sleep. And no proper sleep means a day of aches (headache, etc.). :( Well, this past few days I have been going easy with my schoolworks (like I said in my former post). So, I think I should start getting seriously involve with my studies and work ( I hope so!). Anyway, just wanna share my thoughts this morning. God Bless!

Wala lang:)

I just wanna post the song Shayne (our vice-chair) was listening to (over and over again) during our team building activity and a song my blockmate Eliza like. I learned about this song from Sky (wahahaha...SALAMAT, ang ganda pala nung song). This is Pussycat Dolls' Stickwitu.

I don't want to go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind

Seems like everybody is breaking up

Throwing their love away

I know I got a good thing right here

That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better

I must stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I must stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day

So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind

See the way we rideIn our privated lives

Ain't nobody getting in between

I want you to know that you're the only one for me

And I sayNobody's going to love me better

I must stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I must stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you

And now

Ain't nothing else I can need

And now

I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me

I got you

We'll be making love endlessly

I'm with you

Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me

And that's all that counts

So don't you worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me

And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better

I must stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I must stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you

Nobody's going to love me better

I must stick with you

Forever

Nobody's going to take me higher

I must stick with you

You know how to appreciate me

I must stick with you

My baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way

I must stick with you

Gaga (not the female version of gago, but the English word gaga)

My friends have noticed that I am not in my regular state of anxiety, meaning I am not in my usual haggard state. My lovable batchmates are telling me that I do look happy and untired. Well, I guess it is true because my classess have not yet required any hard or "big time" projects from us. My "haggardness" state might come back by January because it is the start of our mini-thesis ( for CRES101) , our PR plan (for 152), papers and layouts (for my other major classes). Oh, it would also be a month from the council's main project this semester: GINOONG MASKOM, so I would be in my gaga-over-skulwork-plus-council-work mode by January. But, it does not mean that I would be so busy that I would forget to appreciate my self and unwind form all my work. :) AKO PA? I would be looking forward for some good times with my barkada and friends (JEMZINCK and my highschool friends), my batch (SINAG), my block (K-5 2003) and my best org (UJP).

P.S. My friends are asking me about my and my other friend's love life. :)) If you are asking about my friend's love life, I would tell you what she always tell me: SHE does not have any love life (daw!). She is not with the person you are thinking about (WALA YUN, FRIENDS LANG SILA!). And we pray that there would be no longer any issue about it. :D Oh, about mine...Go, ask the marines, they might know about it.

DAMN!*

shet! I know it is improper to curse, but this is what I feel right now.

Many things have been on my mind lately--school, work, politics, love. And these have been putting me into a sad, shit state.

School and politics--I don't know how to juggle them most of the time. I'm an acad person. And I promised myself and my family that I would maintain my grades. This, I am planning to fulfill. But, with this I sometimes cannot comply with our duty to as members of an organization that fights for students' right. I can't go on rallies because I have a class and my father told me not to go on any. Yet, despite my incomplaince, I know in my heart that I want to uphold what is right for the students and for the masses.

Let me talk about politics again. This is just a thought I can't get out of my mind: Why do people find a hard time to unite when they all know that what they want is for the students? I do not wish that they be united all the time, that they agree all the time. BUT, for once, why can't they? The recent assembly was held to make sure that the students would be properly represented in the board, but what did people do? Instead of upholding the essence of the assembly, they were fighting for what they deem good for their own political parties. DISAPPOINTING--that is what I felt when I heard the news. If we do not approve of what is happening in Congress, then why are we replicating it on our own assemblies--frustrating.

LOVE. Hay, confusing. I think I'm falling in love with someone I did not expect. I do not know if he does like me, although he says he does. It hurts to think he is just playing games with me. I don't know what to think anymore.

My life is not perfect. It is unsutured. And these are just some of the reasons.

*this was formerly posted at my friendster blog.

YES!

Nagawa ko rin!

Naayos ko ang free template na nakuha ko. This is the first step. Pag-aaralan ko pa ang paggawa ng sarili kong template. hehehe...Meron na naman akong background on the needed applications. Di ko lang alam how to encode them properly. O di ba nalolost lang ako (palusot pa ako!)

Paano iisip pa ako ng magandang ipopost...Maybe I'll do something new (at mahaba). AH! alam ko na. Bye!

Going Crazy

I'm going crazy. I can't seem to get this blogging thing right. I mean I know how to do websites using Dreamweaver, but this thing is making my head ache. Oh my!